Great Lesson

It's been a long time since my last post here.
Day-month-year going so fast, and many things happened in my life. The experience is one of the way that can make people grow maturely, and a mistake is such a perfect lesson to not doing that same mistake for people's future.

Then.....something is still unclear. something is still hidden. but i guess every thing is going better now. i've learned many things which was happen in my life before. sometimes i regret what did i do. but next day i realize that the past can't be changed. however, we still have a time to correct it or just make sure that we won't do that kind of mistake anymore, right? 

So..... i just don't know how to say. but this time i just wanted to say "thank you" to somebody outside there-whoever you are- who have pray the best for me. i don't know who are you, but i wish you all the best too. thanks for your love and your pray for me. i don't know where are you exactly but my heart told me that is you. so...once again, jeongmal gomawoyo:-)

Some thing is better left unspoken. i'm sure that God's plans are more great than i thought. so i will let it be my unpredictable future. you deserve the best for your life and so do i. so let's live this life with a smile and a wink. everything is gonna be okay. 

An Angel Called Mommy

16 Juni 1998, Tuhan mengutus seorang malaikat datang kepadaku.
On June 16,1998, God sent me to the arms of an angel. 

Malaikat yang lengannya selalu terbuka di saat kuperlukan sebuah pelukan,
An angel whose arms are always open when I need a hug, 

Malaikat yang hatinya selalu mengerti di saat kuperlukan seorang sahabat,
whose heart always understands when I need a friend. 

Malaikat yang matanya tajam di saat kuperlukan sebuah pelajaran,
An angel whose eyes are stern when I need a lesson, 

Malaikat yang keberanian dan kasihnya telah menuntun dan membawaku terbang.
whose strength and love guides me and give me wings that enables me to fly. 

Aku begitu bangga dan beruntung untuk memanggil malaikat itu dengan sebutan: "Mama".
I am most fortunate to call this angel my mother. 

Aku percya bahwa cinta itu buta, sebab Mama mulai menyayangiku jauh sebelum ia bisa melihat wajahku,
I believe that love is blind because my Mom started loving me before seeing my face,

Aku percaya pada cinta pada pandangan pertama, sebab aku mulai menyanyangi Mama sejak hari pertama ku buka mataku!
I believe in love at the first sight because I've been loving my mother since I opened my eyes!